Sunday, October 25, 2015

Reflecting on KATE 2015 - Exponential benefits!

                The KATE conference was unlike anything I could have anticipated. There was the inherent awkwardness of feeling like the new kid on the block as a pre-service student teacher among those who are far more experienced in the classroom.  Then there was the sheer audacity of leading a break-out session at this point in my career that seemed almost laughable to me  and terrifying as the minutes ticked ever closer to the conference. 

                Thankfully, the conference was nothing like I imagined. There was no judgement - there was acceptance, support and a tremendous sharing of ideas and comradery.  There was conversation, nodding of heads and this great give and take as we all participated as educators with a shared passion for our job and our students.  During my own session, I heard several wonderful ideas from other teachers who had incorporated art into their curriculum with great success (filed those away for future use of course). 

                My favorite session taught by two first year teachers who I had the good fortune to meet during their final year at WSU who talked to us about using music in the ELA classroom – such great energy during that session and so many wonderful ideas from the presenters and the other teachers present that the hour flew by and I honestly wished we had had more time to collaborate as a group.

                One thing that would be so fantastic, would be if KATE would set-up a wiki where all the presenters could post their notes and/or PowerPoints after the conference so that all of us could benefit from all the great information presented especially if we had a hard time choosing between sessions.  I feel like there was so much I gained, but also this sense of missing out on a lot too – it says a lot when you sit down with a conference guide and have such a hard time deciding what to go see because they all sound so good!

                Getting the chance to hear Jacqueline Woodson was definitely a highlight. She is so down to earth and her reading voice is almost heart breaking it is so lovely.  I appreciated the chance to have a couple seconds of conversation with her during the book signing and I know I will find a way to incorporate her writing into my curriculum at some point.

                There are few words for getting the chance to work with Laura Packer on storytelling.  I will admit that I almost lamented my decision to tell a story on Friday until my final session with Laura.  She is truly gifted in her art and I will be forever grateful that I took the leap and told a story.  Honestly, it was harder than my session presentation, but it was incredibly empowering to spend those 5 minutes addressing the group on Friday.  I plan to find a way to bring storytelling into my classroom, if nothing else to encourage a sense of safe community for my students – where they can share with one another and feel confident enough to do so. 

                Beyond the amazing ideas and the chance to meet and talk to dynamic teachers who inspire with their love for their craft and their willingness to embrace and encourage those of us at the start of our journey, I also had this tremendous sense of comradery among my WSU peers.  Here we are in our final year together – running toward the light at the end of our time at WSU and our goal to be teachers – and we have so much to offer one another as burgeoning professionals, classmates, peers and friends.  Being able to spend time outside of the classroom, away from our placements and sharing in the experience at KATE was a great opportunity to explore similar interests, share ideas and move beyond our teacher/student lives to really take time to talk and listen to each other.   


                I am incredibly thankful for my experience at KATE and the opportunities I took to push beyond my comfort zone in so many ways both professional and personal.  I cannot wait to see what next year’s KATE might bring!

Thursday, October 1, 2015

The Will-Nots (Genre reflection #1)

         For our first genre reflection I could not get the struggle I'm having in working with students who will not do the work.  They can do the work, they simply refuse to do it.  I have dubbed them the "will-nots" and they are definitely the most trying part of some of my days as a student teacher.  Especially since I see some of them in two classes with the same behavior.  8th grade is too young to be so checked out and disinterested in school in my opinion.  

        As part of allowing myself a release, I wrote a short poem about these "will-nots" as a way to give my struggle a voice.  I keep trying and hoping to have some small success with these students - thank goodness there are still many months of the school year left.  Perhaps I will be able to write a counter to this poem later this year about a small success with one of my "will-not" students. 




  The Will-Nots

In class they sit at tables or at desks
some apt and ready 
some wanting to rest.

There’s the eager to learn,
Who refuse to fail
they work and they strive
good grades will prevail.

Then come the ones who try - 
always doing their best
working through their frustration
refusing to rest.

There is one group left  - the most baffling of all - 
the puzzling will-nots
who seem eager to fall.

They are the ones who can-do 
but simply won’t 
not even to avoid a phone call to home.

They care not, they will not
an F is just fine
this soon to be teacher worries about their decline.

What can I do say or ask
helping the will-nots is no easy task.

I wish that these will-nots could fast forward time 
To see the ripples of their 8th grade decline
Next year is high school - the hardest one yet
where F is a failure with no safety net.

I only hope that one day this year yet, 
My message is one the will-nots will get.